Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Hi Peeps. Miss me? ahaksz. Now Im doing my paediatric posting as my 5th posting.
Lately my life goes crazy.
Theres a stone in my heart that I want to get rid away.
I have been misjudge and punished unfairly.
Things happened when a staff ask me to take a manual blood pressure of a nephro patient post blood transfusion.
And I sesuke hati refuse by saying ' akak suruhla ho nephro ambil'.
Yeah that is the reason off all the bullshit.
Little did I know the Nephro HO were not around.
And little did I know the patient had post blood transfusion complication which are vomitting and headache.
The staff did not tell me all those nor she did not come back to me telling the blood pressure havent taken yet. I really thought everything was settled by then.
Then by pm, my superior called me.
The convesrsation goes like this.
Him: Who are you? Ho or Mo?
Me : Ho
Him :Is it true my staff said you refuse to take the blood pressure of my patient?
Me :Emmm.. Yeah.. ( Stunted dy)
Him :-All those cacimaki - I will extend you for a month!
Me : STUNTED... ok .. and leave the scene coz im holding back my tears dy.
It is still my mistake in the first place but I dont think that I deserve to receive such punishment and scold.
Should he listen to me first than punish me later? I was so heart broken. why cant he listen more.Why did the staff goes and report about the incident to my MO. And why did my MO report to my superior without asking me first why and what happened actually. Like she didnt know how my superior was.
Did they really had to punish me like this. Im so frustrated already.
It comes to my mind ' Am I really a bad HO to deserve all this?
Things happened. Whatever I did, I wont come clean anymore. The scar is there already.
So anyone out there.Do listen more.
Tak salah tersalah memaafkan dari tersalah menghukum.
And i dont think I can bear to see all those facies anymore.