what to say? what to choose?

Hi there blogger.... are you still survive..?
Its takes me sòoooooooo long to come to you and update...
My bad... sorry then...

Eh.... apedaa...

Life is means to choose... its all up to you man!..
Why we need to choose, when we can just take those choices?...
Why there must be.. " ouh, that one are not goood for you"  or " i think this one is much better for you"?... when we dont even one which one....
Damn man! Why we do not know what to choose? how do we know which one is the best?... anyone? Do you have any idea?... please let me know...

Both are great for me...
One with good title and salary... but not so good in accomodation provided. Plus big job to handle. Anyhow its takes me back to family which is the things that i badly want to do... payback time maa... ayooo...
While, another i got stable life just too far from my lovely family... fair salary, excellent accomodation, no much to be proud of the title... but then got promoted just to keep me from runaway... huhu... increase salary... backbone of the department for document control and accountacy... i am engineering background yar..., not really believe to rely on new girl... ayaa... boleh x awak cepat skit bljr... jgn malas... kiter dh penat.... awk dibyr tuk bekerja...

Why its  must come promotion when i ready to face another phase of life... when i ready to give a commitment to my family... both are really great but why its must come at the same time...

RUNSING.RUNSING. really am...

I just hope for the best. Lets time decide because Allah knows what is better for me...

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